Tell me why I do this to myself. A night out on the town with the ladies, and I spend the entire next day trying to recuperate. I guess I think I am still 21 and can bounce back from anything. Call it balancing my shadow. I spend so much of my life in control and being responsible. I have to make sure the bills are paid and everyone in the house gets where they are supposed to be on a daily basis, and its a lot with four kids. I suppose this was my time to be out of control. To be wild. At the time all of this sounds like a great idea, but ultimately I end up paying dearly for it.
My new challenge for myself is to find an outlet to place my need to check out for a while. A place where I can express and feel and be wild, but I don't have to spend the entire weekend following completely out of whack.
I think I'm going to give Modern Dance a try.
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